One Week

Thought I would post this in memory of National Pregnancy Loss/Infant Loss Remembrance Day. I bet everyone out there knows someone that has miscarried or lost an infant (besides me) and today is the National Day to remember that loss. Suffering infertility was such a battle for me, but mulitple miscarriages was definitely a hard one to recover from. I remember the due dates of the little ones that were lost and wonder what my life would be like if they would have made it. But this year I feel especially thankful for my 2 little ones and Mega. So think of those people that you know who have suffered..... On a funnier note, we went on a boat ride on Saturday and the guys at the marina told Jesse he needs to rename his boat "Babymaker"......haha......he thought that was funny. I, on the other hand, did not find it quite as humorous.....mainly because I know how hard it was to conceive these babies (with the "lucky" exception of Mega) and am especially thankful for science for giving us that extra boost.



Okay.....ONE WEEK.....in less than a week (c-sct scheduled for 7:30am) I will be a mom of 3. THREE.....is that the craziest thing you've ever heard? I always said I would be happy with 1......not 3......Jesse on the other hand always said 4.....don't worry, he recently changed his mind.....lol I wouldn't have it any other way now. So Danner and Sawyer will be the BIG babies in the house.......I think I have been in denial for 39 weeks now. Physically we are ready....crib, diapers, clothes, etc......but mentally, not so much. It is just hard to imagine at this point. Don't worry, I am sure it won't take me long to get on track. We have yet to decide on a name though. HMMMMM.....any thoughts?


I thought I would end with a couple of pictures from last week. Ashley and I took Sawyer to get his hair cut at the "kiddie" place. It is much more fun than Daddy's place. There was a slide, toys, and cars to sit in. Not to mention the sucker Sawyer got for being a good boy. Danner enjoyed playing with all the fun things while we waited.